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| I wish I could make more possible
I wish I could say the search is over
I'd drop to my knees and I'd cry
Anything is possible, why the fuck is there the one
It fucking tourments me
Is happy not enough
and you think your fucked up
the idea of the search was created to find it
but if your searching for it
when you don't know what it is
it's so easy to miss it when you have it right there in front of you, in your arms
don't miss what you have
don't miss it
just reach out
and you'll be home
i'll be home
I think i'm stuck in the middle
and i'm turning away cause the unknown is hopeful
© RAMCK | | |
| So my friend Adam was just telling me about how his parents met. - I never learnt how my own parents met until much more recently and when I heard it sounded a little... not so interesting (which is mainly because they were my own parents and it's hard to imagine your own parents being in shoes the same as your own) - But hearing how a friends parents met made me realise how special it is when you meet the one. Especially the one that you start a family with. Weather you stay together or not as well.
But we (me and my generation and who ever hasn't met that someone yet) we all have that ahead of us, and all we need for inspiration at times to keep us going is asking our friends how their parents met. There is all of these love stories out there everywhere just waiting to be told and heard. One behind every single friend.
Our love story is still unravelling, enjoy the ride, have a heart of Disney, and go after you future as much as it goes after you!
The future is ahead. | | |
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I just put notice in to leave my job yesterday. I gave them 4 weeks notice, it's not what I'd normally do, normally I just up and walk out when I'm done. I'm feeling a little bummed. I also made note of how my manager threatened to kill me twice. I am not doing my self any favours nor do will it help me in anyway, but she's a bit of bully at times and I don't want her doing it to two work mates there that she has also bullied. - So I'm hoping it will be on her record and stop her from doing it in the future, or if she does help the target a bit.
But of course I also decided to mention it cause she's a bitch.
I think they were fucking up that many things which were obvious I couldn't really stand watching it any more.
But anyway all good, and I'm a tough lad who will be fine. - I know I'll have no problems getting another job, so that's not an issue.
I feel like I'm walking away from everything at the moment, which I'm not really by leaving my job. But I'm also thinking of packing up and moving to London for a bit. Which means I will be walking away from everything including a dying friend. - so it's not very cool at all. I feel a little bit like I'm planning on sticking my head in the sand but also I do feel like I wouldn't do much if I hung around. I'm over Brisbane (the city I live in) and I do have to do the UK and Europe thing before I'm 28 (or 30 I can't remember now) which is fast approaching. - that's if I'm ever going to do it. I guess really it's lose either way, the question is how will I spend my time and how will I make the best use of it. | | |
| A good friend of mine is soon going to die of cancer. I wish I could talk to her more and hang out with her more. She's been a big influence in my life, and has taken the time to help me and give me first hand experience in the world of business strategy which I love. I care for her a lot and I'm going to miss her. | | |
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